Monday, December 13, 2010

So it's been awhile

So it's been awhile. My plans for thinspo sort of fell through when my family caught wind about it and got all suspicious.. watching everything I did. It's been rough but I think I am back on track with smarter moves and plans. I am more determined than ever now to lose weight dramatically. I've been so depressed about it I haven't actually weighed myself in months. I am going to go on a 10 day fast or go to under 500 cal a day if I can handle it and then I'll weigh myself. I just want the impact of my actual weight right now to be less drastic than it would be if I weighed myself now. I'll be back.

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  1. I hate when people are all over you bc youre not eating. But arent those the same people who would tell you to lose weight if they see you carried away?

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